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*.:.Virgo.:.*
LOVE....>
Virgos actually are more relaxed when it comes to love than in most other areas of their lives. When it comes to romance, Virgos can loosen up a bit and allow themselves to have some fun. Virgo is a very loyal sign and these people are completely devoted to their love partners. They tend to be fairly jealous, but they can control this tendency if they feel secure that their partner is trustworthy. Virgos can sometimes seem cold and distant in love relationships, but that's only because they take an intellectual approach to romance, studying a relationship from every angle before deciding if they will commit to it. Once they decide on someone, though, they are endlessly faithful and reliable.
COLOR....>
Your astrological color is blue
FOOD....>
Virgos love herbs, especially vanilla, mint and parsley. They like to eat a meal that is served in an orderly fashion and that has foods from all the food groups. They are usually big fans of fast food!!! t a restaurant, Virgos have very good taste in the foods they order. Virgos are good cooks because they are excellent at following recipes and they have a Martha Stewart-like ability to make a perfect-tasting, perfect-looking meal.
GEM....>
Your astrological gem is sapphire
SPORTS....>
Virgos are drawn to sports that provide physical fitness benefits and mental stimulation all in one. Some of the sports that are well-suited to Virgos include gymnastics, figure skating, basketball, softball, yoga and white-water rafting.
STARS...>
Celebrities who share your astrological sign of Virgo:
Adam Sandler
Bill Murray
Cameron Diaz
Claudia Schiffer
Fiona Apple
Hugh Grant
Jada Pinkett Smith
Michelle Williams
Rikki Lake
Ryan Phillippe
Salma Hayek
Sophia Loren
Wes Bentley
CAREER...>
Good careers for Virgo include: Accountant, Airline attendant, Auditor, Bookkeeper, Carpenter, Chiropractor, Computer designer, Computer programmer, Contractor, Craftsperson, Critic, Data entry operator, Dental hygienist, Dietician, Doctor, Dressmaker, Dry-cleaner, Engineer, Executive assistant, Food server, Housekeeper, Mental health worker, Nurse, Pharmacist, Political Aide, Proofreader, Secretary, Statistician, Surveyor, Systems analyst, Veterinarian, Volunteer, Waiter.
TRAVEL....>
Great vacation spots for Virgo: Belize, Chile, Los Angeles, Malaysia, Malta, Switzerland.
**wow was I bored or what**
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Let's see...
Well Friday I dropped off my sister @ work...then went down 2 my cuz's house...hung out there 4 a lil then went 2 her friend Jane's who was havin a big ass party chilled there 4 a li then had 2 go n get Angel from work...I seen Sean there!!! N I got his # Holla!! lol....On Saturday me, Angel n Julia...went down 2 my cuz's 4 a lil then me and megan went 2 drop Angel n Juila off @ Simpson's mommy's house...Wow fuckin great! ride there NOT!!!! Then went back 2 Meg's after...hung out w/ her n some of her friends 4 a lil...then my mommy sed I can go home whenever...so I came home around 1:30 cuz, my aunt n uncle were goin 2 sleep then..Sunday I chilled w/ Amanda 4 a lil...we went 2 a few stores 4 her mom..then we endin up goin 2 Burlington 2 get her mom a give..which we did I love it, its so cute...but Amanda already showed her mom!!....Then Monday came..went 2 school...then after school me n amanda went tannin, n had 2 go up 2 the school 4 our NeW yOrK tRiP mEeTiNg!!!! Can't f'in wait...then that was all really...I came home from school early cuz 1..I don't feel good...2 My headache is back from last night...it hurts bad...n 3 I am very tired...Well im gonna go lay around the house...peace
~*.:.*Ashley Nicole*.:.*~
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~*.:.Yes in CAPS.:.*~
01. I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE THE SAME SEX ON THE LIPS
02. I see/saw a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I did love my gauged earrings.
06. I WEAR BLACK EYELINER EVERYDAY
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I LOVE TO WRITE EVEN KNOW I SUCK AT IT
09. CAN'T LIVE W/OUT LIPGLOSS
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I SPEND MONEY I HAVE
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I'VE HAD ACONCUSSION BEFORE.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I "LOVED" THE BACKSTREET BOYS..back then.
18. I HAVE MORE THAN A COUPLE OF HORRIBLE MEMORIES.
19. I'M ADDICTED TO DEGRASSI.
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I LOVE TAKING PICTURES.
24. I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE FAKE!!!!!!
25. I CAN BE MEAN WHEN I WANT TO BE.
26. WHEN I ALLOW MYSELF TO GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE, I GET VERY
27. I am bisexual.
28. I HAVE WAY TO MANY PAIRS OF SHOES.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I DRESS HOW I FEEL ON THAT DAY.
31. ROOM IS PAINTED A OTHER COLOR THAN WHITE.
32. I CRY VERY EASY.
33. I'm always early.
34. I DONT STUDY 4 TEST.
35. My birthday is my favourite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I WISH I WAS SMARTER.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay.
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I HAD THE CHICKEN POXS.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I FEEL EMPTY SOMETIMES.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I AM VERY OUTGOING.
51. X-MAS IS MY FAV HOLIDAY.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I HATE IGNORANT.
55. I love the colour yellow.
56. I love guys/girls that play the guitar.
57. I STATE THE OBVIOUS.
58. I'm a moody person.
59. I sometimes have a low self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous. *VERY jealous*
63. I LIKE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I AM FORGIVING.
70. I HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF DIRECTION.
71. I'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. I'VE PLAYED A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS.
73. I CAN FUNCTION PERFECTLY WELL WITHOUT A BOYFRIEND.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I LOVE THE COLOR BLUE.
76. I DONT SEW.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I WEAR CONTACTS.
79. I DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT POLITICS.
80. I HATE BUSH
81. I DONT TAKE CRITICISM WELL.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. I love Colin Farrell.
84. Rockerska boys/chicks turn me on.
85. I LOVE MY FAMILY.
86. I DONT MIND GETTING SHOTS.
87. I AM A PERFECTIONIST WHEN IT COMES TO CERTAIN THINGS.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
89. I CAN BE TO HARD ON MYSELF.
90. I don't like sports
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I LOVE MUSIC.
97. I'm in love...WAS BUT, SHIT HAPPENED
98. I HAVE PROBLEMS OF LETTING GO OF SOME PEOPLE.
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome.
100. I don't really like ice cream.
~*.:.bOrEd.:.*~
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[11 Dec 2004|11:51am] |
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~*...You claim that you love me
but how is all that true
if all I do is wonder
where u are n what u do
I know when u are with her
because I always see
but how can u be with her
if you're in love with me
it's all just so confusing
and i'm 2 blind 2 see
that u would not be with her
if you REALLY did love me...*~
**Did you care? All the nights I cried, Worried about what you were doing...Thinking
negative all the time, feeling worthless, empty, feeling no one cared...but now I look
past the hurt and pain, realizing I am loved by many people, they help me through all of
what you caused...Im not blaming you, Im thanking you**
^It just makes me realize the friends I have...Thanks 4 every1 being there 4 me...
~*...A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact. Or perhaps like a brand new gate,
that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps
a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heart, that goes
strong until the end. Where would we be, if we didn't have a friend...*~
^This is 4 all my hunniz n my boys I love u guys...idk where I would be w/out u guys...much love!!
~I walk around with a smile on my face all day but, inside I'm frowning and wishing you
would understand. I give you a friendly hug, and I remember when those hugs meant
something more to you. I pretend to like this new girl, but I hate her. She took you
away from me and now I want to die. I can't compare to her because she's so beautiful.
She's your everything and she's as close to perfect as it gets. So, while you think
we're still good friends, I'll be crying every night. You might think I'm happy, but I'm
not gonna be okay~
^Couldn't say it better myself..this is how I feel..n there was a poem about it wow!...but, guess what I don't wanna b w/ u anymore u have hurt me so bad..Idk if I can still love some1 n trust them...That is why in a way u have helped me build my trust in people...I can do this I'm a stronger person now...~
~*(You can always finish my sentences and you can make all the bad turn good...I dont kno what I would do without a friend like you)*~
^^I Love u Amanda..u read this 1 n kno its me n u...we always finish each others sentences!!
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[11 Dec 2004|09:18am] |
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"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
*** No One Evens Knows****
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[11 Dec 2004|09:03am] |
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Wow Alot of shit has happened since the last time I
wrote in this....Well Thursday night after I got
back from Alan & Joshie b-ball game...I came on-line
and was just talkin 2 ppl n shit...Then Jon comes on line
and we were just talkin and everything...Then he told me
that Cody had passed away Saturday from a car accident...
what am I gonna do w/ my self now...I talked 2 him all the
time about everything...EVERYONE PLEASE PRAY 4 HIM!!!! I KNO
I WILL B...U GOT MY HEART CODY I LOVE YOU! Wow...that is gonna
hurt me 4 a while...never will I get ova that!!...The last words
we sed was each other on Friday night was...Cody sed Ashley, I love
you...n I told him I love him 2...that was the last words.....
Cody you are in good hands now...u will always b remembered!!
Well, Then friday night(last night) I hung out w/ Amanda 4 a lil
then we went up 2 the Davis b-ball game...n watched that 4 a lil
then we went...back 2 Amanda's cuz she had 2 go 2 work...she is
a workin lady now!! lmao I luv u...Then I came home waited around 4 a
lil then took Angel 2 work...Went 2 the gas station came back n
got Ron, then went down 2 my cuz's house...I had a lot of fun
I just wish I wasn't drivin or had 2 pick up my sister from
work or I would b drinkin w/ them....Last Night I GOT A #...LMAO
Sexy kid i'm tellin u....Well 2day I'm probably goin back down 2 my
cuz's house cuz she wants 2 chill some more...So0o0 I'll write back in
this sometime!! Peace
~*...Ashley Nicole...*~
R.I.P Cody Brewer 12-4-04...You will be in our hearts and in our thoughts for ever! We Love u n miss you...but we will all met w/ u again!!!
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We had a 1/2 day 2day!!!
After school I went over Amanda's then went
and but some apps. in @ some places...
I hope I get a job..
After that went back 2 Amanda's hung out there
feel asleep on the couch 4 about an 1 or so...
Woke up ate something then came home...
I'm f'in sick n I hate it!!!!
In a few mins i'm goin 2 Joshies n Alans b-ball game...
Like a good friend that I am...
Well i'm gonna go get ready
~*...Ashley Nicole...*~
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[06 Dec 2004|05:29pm] |
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What did I do 2 hurt you? What did I do wrong? How come you wont talk 2 me? Im sorry I mess everything up..I just wanna be friends...Why do I feel so alone and empty?
when we are apart I
feel somethiing missing
then I realize oh`yea
..you've got my heart..
*No one can make me cry,make me laugh,make me smile,or drive me crazy like he does.
Get over him
Just remember you had him
you Lost [him]
and remember this Most of all
you still Love *him*
~*...Best Song Ever...*~
I had big plans for our future
Said I'd give you the whole world somehow
I tried making good on that promise
Thought I'd be so much further by now
Never could build you a castle
Even though you're the queen of my heart
But I've had the best of intentions from the start
Now some people think I'm a loser
Cause I seldom get things right
But you make me feel like a winner
When you wrap me in your arms so tight
Please tell me you will remember
No matter how much I do wrong
That I had the best of intentions all along
I'd give you a ring and I promised you things
I always thought we'd do
But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands
To show my love for you
And if you could read my heart
Then you'd know without exception
It was all with the best of intentions
I gave you a ring and I promised you things
I always thought we'd do
But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands
To show my love for you
And if you could read my heart
Then you'd know without exception
It was all with the best of intentions
So here I am asking forgiveness
And praying that you'll understand
Don't think I take you for granted
Girl I know just how lucky I am
Though you deserve so much better
You won't find devotion more true
Cause I've had the best of intentions
Girl, I've had the best of intentions
Yes, I've had the best of intentions loving you
~..>What did I do 2 deserve this<...~
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[06 Dec 2004|11:28am] |
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I Wanna know....
1.What's my whole name?
2.What's my fav color?
3.Fav Sport?
4.How long have you known me?
5.When did we met and what did we do?
6.What do u think of me?
7.How you ever date me?
8.Would you ever kiss me?
9.If you could think of 3 words 2 describe me what would they be?
10.Is this gay...?
Ill make a another 1 later..Gonna go lay down..Love you All
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[06 Dec 2004|11:14am] |
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It's like 11:15 I came home from school early I had a really bad headache- now I'm being bored so0o0o I decided I will make one of these thingys....My weekend was ok I guess it could of been better not the best 1 I had...Amanda stayed the night all weekend her parnets went up north...Then on saturday and sunday we went down 2 my cuz's house n just hung out there..gosh I love here n love it down there...its better then bein in Hoe-Ville Sterling Heights....well im gonna go lay down ill bb 2 write more some-time...
~*(Ashley Nicole)*~
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